A Subjugated Living

I have prepared this particular discourse hoping to open a bridge of understanding about issues of many that should be handled in much more proper ways than they've been thus far. Now, I shall only assume that because you are not personally subjected to the experience of this prison situation...recognizing the magnitude of humiliation and it's psychological damages would come as an unforseen mystery, but trust me...friends, families and strangers....had you experienced this personally, I do believe that your rationale would be of a completely different mind set than it has been up to this point. Am I correct?! There are outstanding amounts of behavior that border on the extreme and very unprofessional and can almost certainly more often than not create a risk to the order of the prison systems themselves. The standards practiced are very inconsistent and let me just say without getting too vulgar here, that "defecating and having enough wiping materials is perpetuated as if it's a priviledge and not a human right." One does not correct the "criminal" thought process by agitating the person or person's to rebel against an enforced order of authority to justify it's abuse or worse yet drive people to suicide...believe me it's very much real and it continues to light the fire underneath those who are helpless in their spirits nevertheless, but even for those of us who have found God wholeheartedly in our lives...we are challenged to the core in such ways that only God's love and mercy is keeping us upright and steadfast by his will. Imagine yourselves in a closet pantry at your home and in that pantry, there's a toilet and sink almost adjoined above it...then a steel bunk only an arm distance away with an inch thick foan mattress covered in colored plastic...now put two people inside the pantry with no idea of what the other is thinking and having to trust that you can close your eyes long enough to sleep or get an understanding amongst strangers. Imagine having to do everything abnormally fast or otherwise not be able to do it at all. For instance like the simple task of eating. How unhealthy is it to the digestive system to literally stuff half chewed foods down your throat to beat the meal stoppage time, which is a matter of minutes?! Every possible avenue being targeted to specifically suppress any social qulities that might be beneficial for you in the future if you're fortunate to have one. Treated like the mistake that you made and not a person...What do you become??? Any sane person would rather live in a dog kennel and be free, than to be treated like tortured livestock hoping for slaughter just to end it's misery. I've told you to imagine, but guess what?! To really have to go through this as once a teenage for numerous years is much more terrifying than having to imagine, because it's real!!! The officials you've entrusted to the correction and preperation of prisoner's for possible release have let you down in large fashion. It's all a pay check and many prisoner's end up getting out far worse than when they've come in because of it. There are many who have been an exception to the rule though and that's got alot to do with learning all they could through self studies, spiritual studies and the blessings of having wholesome human interaction with the people of society who haven't lost hope, who forgive, and who teach by the examples of love because it's the right thing to do. Please, do not negate yourselves by being misinformed otherwise it continues to fuel the stereotypes that eventually push for new laws to be created, that eventaully yourselves or your children may some day be oppressed with. Remember that we're all only human and all make mistakes, but then again what do I know? In your eyes, I might very well be just another opportunistic criminal with a hidden agenda... or maybe your eyes have not been as observant as you'd like to believe they have been? Good question...I assure that I'm not, but I'll leave you with this old age saying "Don't judge a book if it has yet to be completed, because there's always room for change on what's left of it's pages". Thanks very much for listening.